Dance?

I like to dance, but I do not know how to dance;
I know how to dance, but I do not like to dance.

People who like to dance but do not know how to dance will often wandering in the dancing game world to continue enjoy dancing.

People who know how to dance but do not like to dance will often dance well in real life but hate to join in dancing game.

I am the 1st type of people, while the girl I like is the 2nd type of people. I first meet her is on a dancing performance. Her dancing and steps make a very huge impact to my mind which I can’t stop myself from getting her contact. Even she doesn’t willing to give at first, but in the end she also gives her contact to me after a few times of pursuing.

I am a super hot fan for those dancing like hip hop, locking, pop ping, reggae and also those stunt. For her, she just dance for her need, she doesn’t like to dance. Or I can say she just do not enjoy dancing. She is a very pretty girl, but her still single. I always ask her why she still single till now while she actually very nice. She just replies me “I believe in fate, if I meet someone who love me and I love him then I will couple with him no matter who is he”. I feel shocked about the answer, if that guy already married, then she will suffer. I really do not want to see this happen. Believe or not, she can cook better than me even she doesn’t cook very often. Maybe this is what we call talent.

Since she is very good in dance, I ask her for tutor me in dance. Of cause, I have to pay tutor fee for her. Maybe I just too clumsy for dance, I learn for few months but I still do not have any progressive improvement in my dance, but she still willing patiently teaches me in dance. “Step by step, slowly move here…..” her teaching keep repeat in my mind which finally make me realize that I not just admire her for her dancing technique but also I love her. That day makes me realize she having the same feeling towards me. On that day, while she teaching me how to dance, I get hurt seriously while I practicing one of the stunts which very serious till I blend my neck 90 degree. She suddenly lost her calm side and keep look for help blindly.

In the end, I had been sent for hospitality for a few months. She comes by everyday with flower and fruits. During this period of hospitality, I finally know why she hates dancing so much. Her father is a profession dancer who always has to perform everywhere. Similar with her mother, she also has to perform with her father. This makes her feel no family love at all. The worst is her parents have a flight accident while going for performance in England. This makes her hate the dancing which let her feel no family love and takes her parents away from her.

Then I find a chance to ask her about what is the exact feeling her holding toward me.
She says this to me, “When I see you get hurt while practicing the stunt, I feel exactly the feeling that I lost my parents because of dance.” At this moment, she in my eyes is just a normal girl. She turns her back on me. I just out of my mind and take my 1st step to hug her with my arm and telling her, “I will not let you be alone again; not even the dancing can makes me let you go away from me”. A long hug till makes us forget all other things include of times.

After the hug, I kiss her on her lips. It is a deep and long kiss until the nurse comes in and she push me back and run off. I want to chase her but due to my current status, the nurse and other hospital staffs stop me from chasing her. After that day, she didn’t come to visit me at all, but when I went to garden for a walk, I feel got someone watching me from a far place. However I feel this feeling is very familiar, whenever I looked back, the feeling is gone.

Until the day that I finally full cure from the hurt, I saw she is waiting for me at the entrance of the hospital. I walk slowly to her as she also does the same. I start to ask her question.
“Are you the one who keep watching me from far place?”
“Yes…..”
“Why you don’t come to visit me directly?”
“I scare……”
“You scare about what?”
“I scare that day you just doing that to me without really love me.”
“You know the answer very well yourself; you just do not admit it”
“I know what…. I….”
I, without letting her to finish her sentence, have actually kissed her to show my very true feeling toward her. And she hug me back as the answer she gives me back which actually means she accept me.

After that day, we started our couple life; we try to get as happy as we can everyday since we cannot predict what will happen. As long we can make as much memory with each other, we are the happiest people in this world.

The END!!