Love Story 1

I looking at sea. Standing where we always stand. I was waiting for sunset. It been many year for me to come back here. I read your letter. I finally know what really happen. But why you not here anymore? The moment that i lost you, is it already destined to lost you forever? I'm looking on the horizon line while sun was getting down. The color of sky slowly from blue to grey, then grey to orange. While at the final moment, whole sky become lovely red for me, and i know it is the moment we always wait to look at it together.

sky turn dark very soon, but i still waiting at the same spot. Just hoping you would be with me for the great moment just now. However, i understand that you will not make it anymore ever since you leave me.

The sky completely dark, similar to my heart. My surrounding have some small light to lighten up our darkness, Firefly. This is the fourth time that I experience this view. We had been watching firefly after sunset for 3 three times. Everytimes we always amazed by firefly. it almost like our mini starry sky. Well, we did have 1 time that we amazed by both firefly and starry sky. it really bring a lot of hope to our life. No matter what we do, or what we did, it always is my treasure memory. However, this time have less firefly, maybe the environment has been damage, so they will not appear in large group anymore.

At this moment, i really hope you can be with me for this scenario. our very precious memory.

i decide to camp at this spot for continue observation on firefly and starry night. while looking on the sky, there is a large shinning star which make me remember the day we found that star together. It always be our hobby to give a name to those big shinning star. I also often argue with you for naming those star. Seeing the star we name last time, "Forever". I slowly recall back the promise make to each other,

"we want to be together forever."

now is a dream only, a dream that never come true. looking upon the star, i found that "forever" slowly grown dark. while the sky slowly grow brighter, i just remember the night is end, while the day had just start.

Today is my last day of my holiday, i decide to go around the places we hang together most, and start to recall more and more happy memory about moment that we spend together.

最美与完整

每当我们听见“最美”这个字眼， 我们会想起最精彩的一个回忆，也是一个很难忘记的回忆。
如果听见“完整”呢？ 大家应该会想起“所有”吧？ 为何完整？ 完整和等于没太大的分别， 但是一段完整的爱情，并不是最美的。
一些人会问， 完整不是说拥有所有的因素吗？
但是从另一个角度来看，所谓的完整，会让人麻木。
拿一个话题来让你们明白， 为什么最理想的婚姻是用完整来形容？ 为什么不用最美呢？不是说完整不好，或者是完整很无聊，但是，完整不会是最美的。
人们每天都用最美来形容一些过去式的恋情，或者是婚姻。但是，人们会问，为什么最美的恋情或婚姻不能是完整的？或是永远式的？
这问题的答案是，人们的心理。 每当一段很美的爱情过了或是就要过去了，才会后悔，所以他们都用最美来形容。
完整是用来形容永久，最美是形容最精彩难忘，为什么完整不能说是最美的？
因为，完整的不能每天都是最美的，它也是有低潮，但是它永远保持在固定的水准，不会离开那地平线，所以我说完整不是最美。
拥有一段完整的婚姻，一段最美的爱情是很重要的。 虽然说我们不能同一时间拥有完整和最美，但是我们的一生能拥有所有。
一段最美的爱情能建造一段完整的婚姻。
但是一段完整的爱情，不一定能建造最美/完整的婚姻。
因为在爱情里的理所当然的事其实不是理所当然。
可能你的爱情很完整，但是也有一定的几率让你不能和他走上完整的婚姻。