Everything in this world have spirit, include a toy bear that girl always hold.
After been through so much, i finally finish my role in her life.
I don't expect anything from her as return,
i just want to let her know, her happiness is my wish.
Usually people don't believe that i really exist in this world,
because their mind is been blocked by current world trends.
Their mind is not as free as children anymore, they can't accept what is new to them,
or unusual to them.
That why they always thought their children not to believe my existence.
But i don't really care about that, as long there is someone need me to share everything
they want. That is what i believe.
I born in a factory, then send to a shop.
in the shop, other companion won't talk with me.
It seems they are dead, but the truth is their heart is dead.
I been brought by a family as a christmas present for their daugther.
Her name is very nice, sweet and adorable.
She been named as nicole, my very first and the last owner.
She still in primary school, while i am her very first toy bear.
When her parent give me as a present to her, she very happy.
So, for our first night, she call to me almost the whole night,
i really want to reply her, but my voice can't reach her.
But She had give me a name, Norman.
Everytimes after she talk to me, she will go to her desk and write diary.
I don't know what she write in her diary,
because she say this is a secret that i can't know.
But she say she will write down some of our chat topic to remember.
I very happy that i finally found a owner that willing to share her thought to me.
To be exact, i should say that i have been found by a good owner.
everytimes she come back from school,
she will come to me first before doing other thing.
This action really make me very happy.
Times goes by, Soon it comes to our anniversary meeting date.
She brought me outside for a walk,
that is my first time i ever been so close with the nature.
She bring to a lake and talk about her dream.
Her dream is to be a good wife and have a happy marriage with the one she love.
But in my view, she still so young and already think like this.
i can't stop by to laugh, however she found out and keep tell me not to laugh.
After so long, it seems that our thought can be share together.
Then a few year have pass, we still stick to our close relationship,
She still have her cute character in her.
Almost everything is still remain same,
but only one thing not remain, that is she is getting more adorable.
I'm very pround of her, and wish to stay as long as i can.
Within this few year, she take a very good care of me.
but this had make her a habbit, which is got to hold on me for every night.
This is what i mean by CUTE characteristic.
I think i might be too over for it,
but a secondary school girl still need to hold a toy bear only can sleep,
won't you take this as CUTE characteristic for their age?
And finally she graduate from her secondary shool.
Our relationship soon will come to the end.
that is what i believe.
However, she still remain the same, she still let me stay beside her.
No matter what she do for me, my life soon come to an end.
One night, her house on fire, but she still asleep, no matter how i try,
she still won't awake.
Then i make a prayer to god, i willing to sacrifice myself for her safety.
It seems that god heard my prayer, and create miracle for both of us.
that nicole is safe from the fire and unharmed.
however i got to pay the price, i been burn and left only my half body.
When nicole awake, she hug me and cry, from time to time, she cry more loud.
but i say "Don't cry anymore, your life still got to continue".
It seems that she able to heard me.
And i say "I getting very tired, i want to rest, but i will always be with you".
Then i very tired and fall in the eternal sleep.
But before i fully sleep, i heard, "I will take good care of myself, don't worry about me
and take a good rest".
when i wake up, i saw myself in a white place while a bright light is in front of me.
the light say, "You have done yourself a good job".
That is the time i know i can't be with nicole anymore.
I doesn't feel sad, but i'm glad that she able to live.
Everything in this world have spirit, include a toy bear that girl always hold.
After been through so much, i finally finish my role in her life.
I don't expect anything from her as return,
i just want to let her know, her happiness is my wish.
Usually people don't believe that i really exist in this world,
because their mind is been blocked by current world trends.
Their mind is not as free as children anymore, they can't accept what is new to them,
or unusual to them.
That why they always thought their children not to believe my existence.
But i don't really care about that, as long there is someone need me to share everything
they want. That is what i believe.
I born in a factory, then send to a shop.
in the shop, other companion won't talk with me.
It seems they are dead, but the truth is their heart is dead.
I been brought by a family as a christmas present for their daugther.
Her name is very nice, sweet and adorable.
She been named as nicole, my very first and the last owner.
She still in primary school, while i am her very first toy bear.
When her parent give me as a present to her, she very happy.
So, for our first night, she call to me almost the whole night,
i really want to reply her, but my voice can't reach her.
But She had give me a name, Norman.
Everytimes after she talk to me, she will go to her desk and write diary.
I don't know what she write in her diary,
because she say this is a secret that i can't know.
But she say she will write down some of our chat topic to remember.
I very happy that i finally found a owner that willing to share her thought to me.
To be exact, i should say that i have been found by a good owner.
everytimes she come back from school,
she will come to me first before doing other thing.
This action really make me very happy.
Times goes by, Soon it comes to our anniversary meeting date.
She brought me outside for a walk,
that is my first time i ever been so close with the nature.
She bring to a lake and talk about her dream.
Her dream is to be a good wife and have a happy marriage with the one she love.
But in my view, she still so young and already think like this.
i can't stop by to laugh, however she found out and keep tell me not to laugh.
After so long, it seems that our thought can be share together.
Then a few year have pass, we still stick to our close relationship,
She still have her cute character in her.
Almost everything is still remain same,
but only one thing not remain, that is she is getting more adorable.
I'm very pround of her, and wish to stay as long as i can.
Within this few year, she take a very good care of me.
but this had make her a habbit, which is got to hold on me for every night.
This is what i mean by CUTE characteristic.
I think i might be too over for it,
but a secondary school girl still need to hold a toy bear only can sleep,
won't you take this as CUTE characteristic for their age?
And finally she graduate from her secondary shool.
Our relationship soon will come to the end.
that is what i believe.
However, she still remain the same, she still let me stay beside her.
No matter what she do for me, my life soon come to an end.
One night, her house on fire, but she still asleep, no matter how i try,
she still won't awake.
Then i make a prayer to god, i willing to sacrifice myself for her safety.
It seems that god heard my prayer, and create miracle for both of us.
that nicole is safe from the fire and unharmed.
however i got to pay the price, i been burn and left only my half body.
When nicole awake, she hug me and cry, from time to time, she cry more loud.
but i say "Don't cry anymore, your life still got to continue".
It seems that she able to heard me.
And i say "I getting very tired, i want to rest, but i will always be with you".
Then i very tired and fall in the eternal sleep.
But before i fully sleep, i heard, "I will take good care of myself, don't worry about me
and take a good rest".
when i wake up, i saw myself in a white place while a bright light is in front of me.
the light say, "You have done yourself a good job".
That is the time i know i can't be with nicole anymore.
I doesn't feel sad, but i'm glad that she able to live.
2009年11月9日星期一
New great story intro (Love of Mirage)
Someone is there but not reachable in real.
When we sad, our voice reach to each other.
When we happy, we wish each other.
when we want to meet each other, we are forbidden to do so.
Love like a mirage, we can feel it but not touch it.
Love like a wind, we can feel it but not own it.
Sorrow, Happiness, Angry, and other emotion that we wanted to share.
Love of Mirage release on 25 december 2009~~~
When we sad, our voice reach to each other.
When we happy, we wish each other.
when we want to meet each other, we are forbidden to do so.
Love like a mirage, we can feel it but not touch it.
Love like a wind, we can feel it but not own it.
Sorrow, Happiness, Angry, and other emotion that we wanted to share.
Love of Mirage release on 25 december 2009~~~
2009年7月21日星期二
Love Story 1
I looking at sea. Standing where we always stand. I was waiting for sunset. It been many year for me to come back here. I read your letter. I finally know what really happen. But why you not here anymore? The moment that i lost you, is it already destined to lost you forever? I'm looking on the horizon line while sun was getting down. The color of sky slowly from blue to grey, then grey to orange. While at the final moment, whole sky become lovely red for me, and i know it is the moment we always wait to look at it together.
sky turn dark very soon, but i still waiting at the same spot. Just hoping you would be with me for the great moment just now. However, i understand that you will not make it anymore ever since you leave me.
The sky completely dark, similar to my heart. My surrounding have some small light to lighten up our darkness, Firefly. This is the fourth time that I experience this view. We had been watching firefly after sunset for 3 three times. Everytimes we always amazed by firefly. it almost like our mini starry sky. Well, we did have 1 time that we amazed by both firefly and starry sky. it really bring a lot of hope to our life. No matter what we do, or what we did, it always is my treasure memory. However, this time have less firefly, maybe the environment has been damage, so they will not appear in large group anymore.
At this moment, i really hope you can be with me for this scenario. our very precious memory.
i decide to camp at this spot for continue observation on firefly and starry night. while looking on the sky, there is a large shinning star which make me remember the day we found that star together. It always be our hobby to give a name to those big shinning star. I also often argue with you for naming those star. Seeing the star we name last time, "Forever". I slowly recall back the promise make to each other,
"we want to be together forever."
now is a dream only, a dream that never come true. looking upon the star, i found that "forever" slowly grown dark. while the sky slowly grow brighter, i just remember the night is end, while the day had just start.
Today is my last day of my holiday, i decide to go around the places we hang together most, and start to recall more and more happy memory about moment that we spend together.
sky turn dark very soon, but i still waiting at the same spot. Just hoping you would be with me for the great moment just now. However, i understand that you will not make it anymore ever since you leave me.
The sky completely dark, similar to my heart. My surrounding have some small light to lighten up our darkness, Firefly. This is the fourth time that I experience this view. We had been watching firefly after sunset for 3 three times. Everytimes we always amazed by firefly. it almost like our mini starry sky. Well, we did have 1 time that we amazed by both firefly and starry sky. it really bring a lot of hope to our life. No matter what we do, or what we did, it always is my treasure memory. However, this time have less firefly, maybe the environment has been damage, so they will not appear in large group anymore.
At this moment, i really hope you can be with me for this scenario. our very precious memory.
i decide to camp at this spot for continue observation on firefly and starry night. while looking on the sky, there is a large shinning star which make me remember the day we found that star together. It always be our hobby to give a name to those big shinning star. I also often argue with you for naming those star. Seeing the star we name last time, "Forever". I slowly recall back the promise make to each other,
"we want to be together forever."
now is a dream only, a dream that never come true. looking upon the star, i found that "forever" slowly grown dark. while the sky slowly grow brighter, i just remember the night is end, while the day had just start.
Today is my last day of my holiday, i decide to go around the places we hang together most, and start to recall more and more happy memory about moment that we spend together.
2009年7月5日星期日
最美与完整
每当我们听见“最美”这个字眼， 我们会想起最精彩的一个回忆，也是一个很难忘记的回忆。
如果听见“完整”呢？ 大家应该会想起“所有”吧？ 为何完整？ 完整和等于没太大的分别， 但是一段完整的爱情，并不是最美的。
一些人会问， 完整不是说拥有所有的因素吗？
但是从另一个角度来看，所谓的完整，会让人麻木。
拿一个话题来让你们明白， 为什么最理想的婚姻是用完整来形容？ 为什么不用最美呢？不是说完整不好，或者是完整很无聊，但是，完整不会是最美的。
人们每天都用最美来形容一些过去式的恋情，或者是婚姻。但是，人们会问，为什么最美的恋情或婚姻不能是完整的？或是永远式的？
这问题的答案是，人们的心理。 每当一段很美的爱情过了或是就要过去了，才会后悔，所以他们都用最美来形容。
完整是用来形容永久，最美是形容最精彩难忘，为什么完整不能说是最美的？
因为，完整的不能每天都是最美的，它也是有低潮，但是它永远保持在固定的水准，不会离开那地平线，所以我说完整不是最美。
拥有一段完整的婚姻，一段最美的爱情是很重要的。 虽然说我们不能同一时间拥有完整和最美，但是我们的一生能拥有所有。
一段最美的爱情能建造一段完整的婚姻。
但是一段完整的爱情，不一定能建造最美/完整的婚姻。
因为在爱情里的理所当然的事其实不是理所当然。
可能你的爱情很完整，但是也有一定的几率让你不能和他走上完整的婚姻。
如果听见“完整”呢？ 大家应该会想起“所有”吧？ 为何完整？ 完整和等于没太大的分别， 但是一段完整的爱情，并不是最美的。
一些人会问， 完整不是说拥有所有的因素吗？
但是从另一个角度来看，所谓的完整，会让人麻木。
拿一个话题来让你们明白， 为什么最理想的婚姻是用完整来形容？ 为什么不用最美呢？不是说完整不好，或者是完整很无聊，但是，完整不会是最美的。
人们每天都用最美来形容一些过去式的恋情，或者是婚姻。但是，人们会问，为什么最美的恋情或婚姻不能是完整的？或是永远式的？
这问题的答案是，人们的心理。 每当一段很美的爱情过了或是就要过去了，才会后悔，所以他们都用最美来形容。
完整是用来形容永久，最美是形容最精彩难忘，为什么完整不能说是最美的？
因为，完整的不能每天都是最美的，它也是有低潮，但是它永远保持在固定的水准，不会离开那地平线，所以我说完整不是最美。
拥有一段完整的婚姻，一段最美的爱情是很重要的。 虽然说我们不能同一时间拥有完整和最美，但是我们的一生能拥有所有。
一段最美的爱情能建造一段完整的婚姻。
但是一段完整的爱情，不一定能建造最美/完整的婚姻。
因为在爱情里的理所当然的事其实不是理所当然。
可能你的爱情很完整，但是也有一定的几率让你不能和他走上完整的婚姻。
2009年6月1日星期一
10 min story
what do you all think about 10 min??
it is short or it is long?
how many 10 min we have in our life?
how many 10 min left for us?
what we can do with our 10 min?
nothing??? because it too short?
a lot... because it far too long for you?
no matter what type of people you are, a 10 min may change your entire life.
in the past 10 min.... i was looking in my facebook.... to check more updates from fren.... but in this following 10 min.... i going to write out something..... something that hope to change all your mindset... and take caution about our time.
Time.... everyone also have same amount of time.. but how come some say they not enough time.... while some have more than enough?
The following story is a short love story... whereby a guy regret of his stupid decision.
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I am fox... currently i was in internship with a company... time flow slow at start... but flow fast after......... i may have a very good girl friend.... but i doesn't have her as my girlfriend..... due to my stupid decision....
a few month ago.....
Girl: Fox.... can i have 10 min from you?
Fox: why?
Girl: ...can you give me your 10 min?
Fox: Sure, when you want it?
Girl: now..... come to the garden.
Fox:... but i have to travel for it.... can we meet at 3pm?
Girl:.... ok, but make sure you won't late.
Fox: ok.
at start... i didn't really pay attention to her.. i also didn't think anything will happen to her.... so i just go there by following my plan..... however... traffic jam.... and i have late 10 min to reach the garden....
within the 10 min....
Fox: why ..... why she didn't pick up her phone?
Fox: why?
Fox: ... i guess i have to reach there asap...
so... after 5 min of redial... i stop....
but when i reach there at 3.10pm.......
she........
she........
she not there...... anymore......
but i still wait for her... hope that she will come....
at 4 pm.....
a call from her phone....
it is from her parent....
she.... has an accident while she waiting me at our meeting place...
from the day onward.... i cannot see her anymore.... what i only can do.... is ... to remember in my heart.
if i can take off 10 min early.... everything will change.... however.... the 10 min before i start prepare... i was enjoy my gaming... so... what happen to her.... is my fault.... and what i can do is just remember her... and take care of her parent.... in her place....
the end!!
P.S this story..... not a real story.... if it is really happen on other people.... sorry.... i don't know about that.... this just a 10min thought story..... extremly short story.
it is short or it is long?
how many 10 min we have in our life?
how many 10 min left for us?
what we can do with our 10 min?
nothing??? because it too short?
a lot... because it far too long for you?
no matter what type of people you are, a 10 min may change your entire life.
in the past 10 min.... i was looking in my facebook.... to check more updates from fren.... but in this following 10 min.... i going to write out something..... something that hope to change all your mindset... and take caution about our time.
Time.... everyone also have same amount of time.. but how come some say they not enough time.... while some have more than enough?
The following story is a short love story... whereby a guy regret of his stupid decision.
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I am fox... currently i was in internship with a company... time flow slow at start... but flow fast after......... i may have a very good girl friend.... but i doesn't have her as my girlfriend..... due to my stupid decision....
a few month ago.....
Girl: Fox.... can i have 10 min from you?
Fox: why?
Girl: ...can you give me your 10 min?
Fox: Sure, when you want it?
Girl: now..... come to the garden.
Fox:... but i have to travel for it.... can we meet at 3pm?
Girl:.... ok, but make sure you won't late.
Fox: ok.
at start... i didn't really pay attention to her.. i also didn't think anything will happen to her.... so i just go there by following my plan..... however... traffic jam.... and i have late 10 min to reach the garden....
within the 10 min....
Fox: why ..... why she didn't pick up her phone?
Fox: why?
Fox: ... i guess i have to reach there asap...
so... after 5 min of redial... i stop....
but when i reach there at 3.10pm.......
she........
she........
she not there...... anymore......
but i still wait for her... hope that she will come....
at 4 pm.....
a call from her phone....
it is from her parent....
she.... has an accident while she waiting me at our meeting place...
from the day onward.... i cannot see her anymore.... what i only can do.... is ... to remember in my heart.
if i can take off 10 min early.... everything will change.... however.... the 10 min before i start prepare... i was enjoy my gaming... so... what happen to her.... is my fault.... and what i can do is just remember her... and take care of her parent.... in her place....
the end!!
P.S this story..... not a real story.... if it is really happen on other people.... sorry.... i don't know about that.... this just a 10min thought story..... extremly short story.
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