I'm sorry

I'm sorry that i cannot be the one you picked.

I know that I cannot act as him to be with you. What can I do for you now is to pray hard for your happiness. Everytime I saw you with him, I will have a bit jealous but I still feel glad that you are happy. When I know about I not your destined one, I only able to choose to be the outsider between you and him.

I'm sorry that i unable to forget my love for you.

I know that i am selfish for keeping you in my heart without directly told you face to face. But my action already told you without my voice. I really sorry for making you suffer for unable to accept my feeling. Sometime i will feel sad for not able to be with you in a memorable picture. But still thank you for letting to create those picture for you without me beside.

I'm sorry for not able to protect you.

Since the one in your heart wasn't me, everytime you have problem, I will not be the first one to know even I want to. When you are hurted, I wasn't there to be with you. Even that I wasn't the one, but I still wish to protect you. If you told me stay away from you, I will but I still unable completely forget you.

I'm sorry for decide to forget my love.

Since my love will cause us to suffer, so I decide to forget my love for you. However I wasn't able to promise I able to 100% to perform so since you are more than everything for me.

Without you, I will not be complete.
By meeting you, I have growth.
For loving you, I know.
For forgeting you, I felt.
For everything, Thank you