I looking at sea. Standing where we always stand. I was waiting for sunset. It been many year for me to come back here. I read your letter. I finally know what really happen. But why you not here anymore? The moment that i lost you, is it already destined to lost you forever? I'm looking on the horizon line while sun was getting down. The color of sky slowly from blue to grey, then grey to orange. While at the final moment, whole sky become lovely red for me, and i know it is the moment we always wait to look at it together.
sky turn dark very soon, but i still waiting at the same spot. Just hoping you would be with me for the great moment just now. However, i understand that you will not make it anymore ever since you leave me.
The sky completely dark, similar to my heart. My surrounding have some small light to lighten up our darkness, Firefly. This is the fourth time that I experience this view. We had been watching firefly after sunset for 3 three times. Everytimes we always amazed by firefly. it almost like our mini starry sky. Well, we did have 1 time that we amazed by both firefly and starry sky. it really bring a lot of hope to our life. No matter what we do, or what we did, it always is my treasure memory. However, this time have less firefly, maybe the environment has been damage, so they will not appear in large group anymore.
At this moment, i really hope you can be with me for this scenario. our very precious memory.
i decide to camp at this spot for continue observation on firefly and starry night. while looking on the sky, there is a large shinning star which make me remember the day we found that star together. It always be our hobby to give a name to those big shinning star. I also often argue with you for naming those star. Seeing the star we name last time, "Forever". I slowly recall back the promise make to each other,
"we want to be together forever."
now is a dream only, a dream that never come true. looking upon the star, i found that "forever" slowly grown dark. while the sky slowly grow brighter, i just remember the night is end, while the day had just start.
Today is my last day of my holiday, i decide to go around the places we hang together most, and start to recall more and more happy memory about moment that we spend together.
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